Sunset kind of love.

WHEN THE WORLD'S NOT LOOKING.

2010-05-21T17:41:00.000+08:00

I wish there's someone i can lean on too.

EHHHH.

2010-02-21T02:15:00.005+08:00

As much as i wanted to update this cute little space here, i've nothing to write. Because army life is so mundane and regimental that i really can't pretend i'm in love with it. I'm never a fan of routines, never a slave to boredom. But i don't mind lying on a pile of grass doing nothing the whole day. Hahah weird uhhhh.

So anyway, two more weeks and i'll be posted to nee soon camp. Kinda sad cos i can't get to eat my daily dose of egg cheese sandwich alr. But kinda happy cos there're new challenges waiting for me over there. Hoho, time to adapt a whole new environment again.

A person with too many principles is boring.

1828.

2010-01-31T17:14:00.004+08:00

最后一页 - 江语晨

雨停滞天空之间
像泪在眼眶盘旋
这也许是最后一次见面
沿途经过的从前
还来不及再重演
拥抱早已悄悄冷却
海潮声
淹没了离别的黄昏
只留下不舍的体温
星空下
拥抱着快凋零的温存
爱只能在回忆里完整

想把你抱进身体里面
不敢让你看见
嘴角那颗没落下的泪
如果这是最后的一页
在你离开之前
能否让我把故事重写

SILENCE.

2010-01-25T19:51:00.006+08:00

She's just one of my second degree friends but i can't help feeling down too. I've met her only once at the airport and that's all it takes to give me a good impression, something to remember.

Usually, whenever i came across suicide cases on the papers, i'll feel angry. But this time round, it's abit different. Now that she's gone and all over the headlines, i sincerely pray that she has reached a better place and all of her loved ones to be fine. Rest in peace.

We'll be better in time.

THIS INNOCENCE IS BRILLIANT.

2010-01-10T12:48:00.008+08:00

Random updates:

1. Officially a firearms technician in-training.
2. Caught avatar, sherlock holmes, treasure hunter and the morgans.
3. Set resolutions for the first time.
4. Learnt that life is full of trials —— suck it up or be a letdown, simple.
5. Mastered the art of selective hearing.
6. Still in love with mother nature.

Man. Sometimes i wished that i can help but somethings just aren't within my control. It's best for you to decide your own life and not getting influenced by your peers anyway. But honestly, i was dumbfounded too. I keep searching for the words of comfort only to realise that they don't help much actually. Because those are just words —— when all you need is something solid and not surreal. Having said still, i pray that you'll be strong. Strong enough to trust yourself all over again.

Have you ever wonder what are you good at?

I SEE YOU.

2010-01-01T01:50:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR HUNKS & BABES!

Today marks the first day of a new year so let's be happy! You can show your bittergourd face tomorrow again. LOL. And to make things short and sweet for a wrap up, year 2oo9 was rather a pleasant one, not that horrible and somehow life-shaping because of army. So likewise all of you out there, i hope for a better year ahead, life to be filled with more excitement, more suspense, more vitality to counter my anti-boredom state of mind and of course, surrounded by contented happy beings in-the-making. Honestly, is it that difficult for one to stay happy? Or you're just too hard to please?

P.S. Avatar is damn awesomeee.

PLEASE COME BACK HOME.

2009-12-20T00:49:00.005+08:00

Where'd you go
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone

Block leave is ending soon. Time to switch off my cv mode. Anyway, I'm looking forward to what i'll be learning man. Was posted to armour tech at ayer rajah camp. Dealing with firearms i guess. Or rather, repairing and maintaining to be exact. It's a staying out unit which means there'll be more time for myself which is good. But yeah, something's missing. Ahh well.

As i was flipping through the recent newspapers, something disheartening just dawned on me.
How can someone actually murdered the whole family just to inherit their wealth? I don't get it. We're talking about lives here, lives of your loved ones, lives that you can't live without mannn.

Or perhaps there's an inner story to it. But it just shows how ugly humans are. When things turn sour, you show your true colour. Everyone cares for their own being only. From simple scenarios like getting a seat in public transport you can tell already. Hardly anyone ever give a damn thought for the people around them. Hardly anyone ever notice the things going on around them. All they can see was their own misfortune. Their so-called misfortune.

I wish for the world to be filled with more compassionate beings. Because seriously, love these days has lost its meaning.

TATTERED AND BRANDED.

2009-12-06T21:38:00.003+08:00

I can't believe what i did today too. I actually ran barefooted under the hot sun for 14km during standard chartered. Okay long story. Anyway, the after-effects are damn terrible. I just hope that i can POP peacefully. Threeee more days.

So yeah, time really flies uhh! Everyone's in the festive mood i bet. If you're not, then allow yourself to be in one. Sometimes, things don't go our way and blah blahh. But heeey, your life don't end here right? Righttt? I mean, there's always something new to look forward to. Chances are everywhere. BUT. That's for you to seize, while time permits. No point drawing circles at one corner. No point looking back at those hurdles.

Ten days of block leave after POP. Gotta fully utilise them mannn. But firstly, i gotta find back my love.

If a tattered and a branded piece of cloth are placed right before you, and you can only choose one, which one will you choose?

I AIN'T NO SUPERHUMAN.

2009-11-10T21:03:00.007+08:00

Hello everyone! How are you guys mannn. It's been so long since we last updated each other. I suppose everyone is still kicking alive yeah? Ha! Life in tekong is rather peaceful for me now. But when it's not, it's not. Okay long story. Some stuffs just had to screw me when I'm at the peak of my performance. But no worries, I got over it, after some time. Right now, I just wanna do my job properly and POP happily. Nothing more, nothing less. Thanks for all the concern. [:

Anyway, it's a day off for the whole company today. So I went TopOne with some of my bunk mates. Oman, finally felt some 'life' after two months of shagness. Speaking of two months, I've no idea how much I've changed. Or rather have I even change? Well, maybe fitter and stuffs but not that cute already. Sadded. LOL. One month left. One month. And I'll probably miss everyone in tekong then... including the cookhouse auntie. Hahaha.

I'm the kind of person who doesn't like to look back. But sometimes, I did it deliberately. Just to ensure that you're not looking back too. Anyway you know what? The frequency of seeing botak heads and aeroplanes in tekong are about the same. They just zoom by every 5mins. And they make me wanna go overseas so much. So so much...

Okay time to disappear from here. Booking in at 1200hours tmr. Seeya guys sooon okay. You all better be in one full piece when we meet up. Ha! All the best to whoever having exams soon too! \m/

CV MODE.

2009-10-10T22:38:00.006+08:00

I'm back! It sure feels good to be on mainland again mannn. Weekends are short though. But they're long enough for me to appreciate all the little things around me. The sergeants are right. Let's not take peace for granted. For every smile on the street is the result of our deterrence.

If we don't even protect our own country, who else will.

Anyhoots, I went for my MRI scan today. The process took around 20mins and kinda scary initially. But it went well I think since there's no need for an injection. Right now, please just give me some good news because I've got things to do. I've got someone to protect too.

Booking in tmr at 1940. Here we go again.

WHY.

2009-09-20T17:02:00.004+08:00

First book out. Went for a x-ray. And was diagnosed with scoliosis and lumbar spondylolysis. Hopes of going into OCS dashed right across my eyes. Tell me. Tell me why. Should I clench my fist and endure. Or loosen my grip and give up. I really don't know.

ENDURE EMBRACE EMPOWER.

2009-09-10T00:10:00.010+08:00

Butterflies in my stomach. Yknow, that wanna shit yet you just can't kinda feeling. Hahahaha. Can't sit properly. Anyway. Time flies mannnnnn. After counting down for so many days, it's my turn to enlist, like finally. Was anticipating initially, because I can't wait to meet my bunk mates. On the other hand, I feel sianed. Because I haven't complete my game. LOL.

The next three months will probably change my life. And I hope it's for the better. According to my dad, bro, relatives and friends, these are the best days of army. So I gotta keep myself positive and serious when the time calls for it. Gotta do my part, with all of my heart. Wish me luck man.

Keep it simple, keep it memorable.

NICE.

2009-09-04T00:08:00.009+08:00

Everyone is fundamentally nice. It's been years. But this thought of mine has never change abit. I always believe that there're no bad people on earth because nobody's born evil. And even if they succumbed to the darkside somehow, I know there's still a ray of light somewhere within them, waiting for us to realise.

If only everyone can put down their pride, cast away their prejudices, learn to be selfless and spend a little more time paying attention to what's unseen to you, this world would be so much more beautiful.

-

I have like only 7 more days of freedom but I'm coping myself at home. Haha. Because I'm so hooked to a new game —— The Last Remnant. Woo, I like games with a perfect storyline. Something like the Final Fantasy Series. Anyway, I'm currently only looking forward to this saturday. Heading to marina barrage for a picnic with the usual, wonderful people of all times. So hopefully, don't rain pleaseeeee.

HSBC TREETOP WALK!

2009-08-28T22:17:00.006+08:00

Wooo. Today marked my last day at sunbeam. Time flies huh. Like that like that two months passed already. Kinda sad actually though I don't wanna admit. Because I don't wanna get too attached to the kids. It'll be too hard to leave then. And I know they'll be fine.

Carolyn waved us goodbye from the stairs above when we're about to leave. And I know she waited there on purpose. My smile in return was totally bitter. But somewhere inside my heart, their laughters linger.

-

Okay, let me rewind abit. Went MacRitchie Reservior Park with baka, kelly and kenneth last friday. As usual, lost our way all because of ahem. HAHA. Had to approach a singh to direct the way. Then once we reached, the sky turned grey. How nice.

There're a total of five routes to go and we choosed the blue one. Because it's the only route to our main purpose of the trip —— Treetop Walk! Walked about 6km before it rained heavily. But along the way was damn fun I tell you. Doing stunt shots, getting close to nature and stuffs. Too bad we didn't spot any flying lemurs and pangolins because they're nocturnal.

And finally, we reached our destination like after 4hours?! The suspension bridge was seriously high but that's not the scariest part. The scariest part was the horrible monkeys especially the mother. They were monkey-ing on the bridge. -.- And they're kinda agressive. The guard said they're harmless so I asked him to accompany us over. He said okay. Then he took out his umbrella. LOL. Damn funny.

I know the mother was just protecting her kids. But anyone up there would have feel intimidated by them. Or perhaps, it's the other way round actually. Nevertheless, we had a great experience man. The entire day was memorable. Nothing beats hanging out in rainforests with friends. HAHA. Woo. I'm so in love with exotic places.

Exactly two more weeks to enlistment.

23.

2009-08-19T01:50:00.004+08:00

Okay, some updates:

Dreamt of something really bizarre.
Coughing my kidneys out.
Sunbeamed.
Chasing dramas like Forensic Heroes 2 and Legend of the Demigods.
Watched fireworks and kboxed with xiao ben and kelly.

Forensic Heroes 2 is really a nice show mannn! It's damn cool I tell you. The way they trace for evidences really impresses me. I wonder why I study polymer. Hahaha. One evidence is better than ten witnesses. Like this phrase alot. [:

-

23 more days to tekong. How fast. But anyway, I've ~~rest~~ rotted enough too. Hahaha. Can't wait to meet my new hair, new home, new mates and of course, new challenges! Yeah, that's how optimistic we should be. Come what may, I believe I'll brave through this period together with my future platoon mates, as a team. A team not to be forgotten.

ADDING COLOURS.

2009-08-12T23:32:00.006+08:00

Today is by far my worse day at sunbeam. Glenn is getting disobedient. I was about to shout at him at one point of time when jing en couldn't handle him anymore. I've no idea what happened to him man. But I've hurt him unintentionally too I think. I'm sorry.

Luckily, renand is still alright. But kelly was totally drained at the end of the day. HAHA. Patience! Patience! Patience! Oman. Now I understand why my parents used to cane me in the past.

Sometimes, I wonder are we doing the right thing? To volunteer ourselves teaching them what's right from wrong, what's really important and stuffs out of good intentions? Yet at the same time, robbing off their little world of innocence, fantasies and imaginations? Because they're just too young for all these, just not ready yet for this society. But they're gonna fend for themselves one day, someday. Ahhh, there's just so much to say.

The more you're neglected by someone, the more you shouldn't neglect yourself.

QUACK.

2009-08-08T00:35:00.006+08:00

I just received a notice from SAF and guess what? My enlistment date has changed.. to one day later. LOL. I thought I'm gonna be exempted for I'm too hot to handle or something man. But no luck. Hahaha. This is weird though.

Anyhoots, I just came homeee. Out to bully kids with jing en, kelly and cinday at sunbeam. Abit chaotic today, lotsa screaming here and there. Different kids require different ways to handle eh. Afterwhich, went back school to play frisbeeeee with abibi. Ha! It's been so long. [:

Spent the night at bedok's mac after that, catching up with each other and stuffs while trying not to sound like a duck. Hahaha. Quack. Okay seriously, life is too short to worry about every single thing man. You gotta look forward to every tomorrow, be it big events, mini gatherings or even minor stuffs like attending lessons. LOL. Only when you've something to look forward to, then you'll realise that life is so much more interesting afterall.

Man, I need a throat transplant.

ACCOUNT UNAVAILABLE.

2009-08-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

Something's wrong with facebook man. It keeps booting me out recently. It says:

Account Unavailable

Your account is temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance. It should be available again within a few hours. We apologize for the inconvenience.

Anyone of you experienced this? Ain't any idea what's going on eh. I don't remember doing any mischievous thing to the comp. LOL.

Okay, like what some of my friends say. This is really a transition period for us. We're all heading to a different direction, but that doesn't mean we're drifting apart; we're all looking forward at the tomorrows to come, but that doesn't mean we don't hold those yesterdays at heart. Sounds abit cliche but yeah. We're just growing up. Not giving up.

Enlistment is getting nearer. Woo.

POLYFIFTY '09.

2009-07-30T00:57:00.008+08:00

Today saw me dealing with kids again, dealing with the same old patience issue. But I've learn something new. When it comes to kids —— if you can't teach them, scare them! LOL. Say some tales that make them quiet and they'll be obedient immediately. Ha!

Afterwhich, went back school with kelly koh kai li to support polyfifty. Time really flies man! Saw rudi and gang, so I asked them why are they not running. Then they say because I wasn't around (they're my team mates last year), nobody to lead. LOL. Buay tahan. So I just show them the magic five clenched fingers. -.-

Anyway, kinda glad to see those familiar and unfamliar faces still kicking alive. Ha! But seriously, I miss them so much man. I bet they miss me too. HAHA. Good job everyone! Rest well yeahhh. [:

-

Was filtering all the photos of my polytechnic life, then suddenly, I found myself smiling to myself. Haha. Indeed, some things are just too hard to forget. But if they're something sweet, why should I forget?

FELIPE MASSA.

2009-07-27T02:04:00.004+08:00

I was kinda stunned when I heard the news about massa met with a crash. He's not out of danger yet and I think he's gonna forfeit his race in singapore grand pix this year. Omannn. I pray that he'll be fine.

Kinda sadded too that I can't work for F1 this year. Cos I'm enlisted by then. I still remember how elaine and me fight over our supported teams. She was all day lewis-ing and I was like MASSAAAA! Ha! Too bad this year no fate. I miss the sound of the F1 engine.

WOOOO!

2009-07-25T00:51:00.011+08:00

Finally done with this skin mannn! This is the best it can get alr. Never good with html codes. Ha! Niceee? Don't forget to relink me. And sorry for the sudden change in my writing style. Jinjin is right, this should be the way man. I'm trying to get use to it too. Life is about adapting anyway yeahhh.

Speaking of adapting, I had a hard time managing my new phone too. Samsung Jet! It's completely touch screen and so yeah, many apologies if I reply like a tortoise. Good things worth the wait anyway right. Haha!

Okay, I'm aching in everything I do now. Just started a buffing diet to get ready for army. Buff, run, buff, run, buff, run. Hopefully I can get back in shape. It's been 4years since I do aggressive trainings. Gotta slowly build up that confidence again.